WOW it has been a long time since I have posted anything! Sometimes it's hard to keep track of things in the everyday hum drum of life. Things slip through the cracks. BUT I am planning on keeping this blog up and running.
Ah October, personally my favorite month of the year not only containing my favorite holiday but also my birthday. I'm turning 23 this year. It's amazing how fast time can fly when you're not focused on it's passing and remain more concerned about living every day to the fullest. I had such a fantastic summer doing exactly that. My grandmother, boyfriend, and I spent weekends during the summer exploring different small towns and attractions within a 100-mile radius of ourselves. It was magical. It kept me excited for life and willingness to get up and function. And there was a lot of history to absorb.
I'm starting a new diet and exercise regime. My goal is to lose 80 lbs by June. I've never been one for diets or exercise but I want to be healthier. I've watched my grandmother suffer from weight problems in her 60's and I don't want to end up like that. I want to feel good about myself and my body. I've struggled with my weight my entire life. I remember being just 10 years old and thinking that I was fat. That's a terrible thing for such a young mind. The world that we live in is so messed up. But I think that just about everyone knows that. Anyways, I want to be healthy. I want to be in shape. I've never been in shape in my life. The closest I ever got was my sophomore year in high school and I was in a musical. But slowly, I got a boyfriend and I got lazy and the rest is history. Now, thanks to all the medicines that I have to take, I am way out of shape and way overweight. Its very depressing to me. I think anyone who has weight issues gets down on themselves but I'm going to try to keep myself up! I'm going to blog about my weight loss and keep you all informed on my progress.
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